i think it is time for me to get off of this rollercoaster ride.
it doesn't just come back for a week, it was never there.
all a lie, all fake. not one word was the truth.
i'm just...tired.
and i want to be told the truth.

new have heart and blacklisted best 2 albums of the year so far. by the way..

update.
not working at the salon.
going to school @ aveda.
grandpa has cancer.
single.
broke.
but suprisingly, upbeat!
yay!

sometimes i wonder if everyone else is right...
most of the time i just hope they are not.

i guess i just feel like i'll always be at the bottom.

so i'm in maryland visiting my dad and brother...my grandparents are here ( Read more... )

is this real???
i'm gonna wake up any minute, i know it.

its good when its good.

i'm gay. man, i want a girlfriend.

"I am who I wanna be, but you could be anything.
Just be anything here with me."

look around you and tell me what REALLY matters.
when it feels like all is lost, tell me what helps you sleep at night.
tell me who is left standing when the dust settles.

"don't worry, i'll catch you..."