much has changed... but why should i write about those changes here

every day is the same thing

depression at every angle

maybe i just need to break up with him once and for all

15 minutes and counting down... ahh who the hell cares anyways

i love paul, because he loves me.

and a million more reasons...

Lately I've been aggravated and let down in the realization of just how much people lie about themselves, or how they strategically hide the truth about who they are and what they're doing ( Read more... )

there was a spider crawling on the screen of my laptop a moment ago.
+, last Friday I walked through a swarm of bees about 30'x30' big in a parking lot [there weren't any hives around either].

i've got bad luck with bugs

"Sex was really easy. There was sex everywhere. It didn't really mean too much. Love, love was the hard thing to find. Even if you were looking for it, which not too many people were. And even if you found it, which not too many people did, even if it was right there in front of you. No; how could you see it with all the sex in the way?"

+so tomorrow, at 9 am, I have work ( Read more... )

"i just died in your arms tonight.. it must've been something you said"

:D

... yes that is all.