Between dealing with breakups and pity lies, I just want to be left alone for fucking once. Too bad I don't have a bed to lie in.

Fuck, I hate it when you lie to me. It makes me feel like you think you have to sugar-coat everything because you feel sorry for me. Lying to me about hooking up with yet another guy isn't going to help me at all. Just fucking stop ( Read more... )

But I love those moments when you just look at me for a moment and then you wrap your arms around me and tell me that you love me. I live for them and I'd die for them.

One of these days I'm going to move out of state and live in different parts of the world. I'm also going to have a lot of money. Just you watch.

As in... the river?
*insert appropriate emoticon*

Desperation isn't a good look on me, is it? I think I'm done with these wack ass feelings. Now put a smiley face and swallow a pill.

:-)

I keep trying to tell myself that even if circumstances were different, I still couldn't bring myself to be with you. If there were no other people involved, I wouldn't give you my heart because I know you'd rip it apart. I'd never be special to you; just another notch in your bedpost. You have no standards when it comes to the people you mess ( Read more... )

How did you keep your face clear with all that unrequited love angst going on? I'm breaking out from the stress and lack of sleep or whatnot.

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Yeah, sorry about spamming your flist with melodramatic monologues an self-loathing undertones. I've just been really vulnerable lately. I let myself realize that I was in love with someone I shouldn't be in love with. Not gonna go into details but yeah... I'm really sorry. I can't promise I won't spam the fuck out of you with more depressing post ( Read more... )

Do you know what's it like to be in love with your best friend? I see your face everyday and I know that you know that there's something between us but you'll never really know how deep it runs. I'm constantly denying my feelings for you. Fighting my feelings for you. Every time I stand close to you, I just want to hold you. Kiss you. But I never ( Read more... )