Apologies...
Yeah, sorry about spamming your flist with melodramatic monologues an self-loathing undertones. I've just been really vulnerable lately. I let myself realize that I was in love with someone I shouldn't be in love with. Not gonna go into details but yeah... I'm really sorry. I can't promise I won't spam the fuck out of you with more depressing post but I'll try to find another creative outlet. Whatever.