First of all I have to say that I'm REALLY sorry this chapter took so long to come out!!!! I blame (like always) school and work. Really I had this chapter finished about a month ago but because of a really hectic schedule I wasn't able to post it until now. But here it is!!! I just hope it's been worth the wait!!
Title: Crazy Love
Author:
fireside_storyChapter: 4/?
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 3,579
Genre: Angst-ish
Disclaimer: I do not have any connections to KAT-TUN or any of the members past or present. I write this story for my own pleasure and make no profit from it.
Pairings: KameDa, KoKame, JunDa, Jinda (-ish), DenDen, mentions of past Akame. Basically it's a giant KAT-TUN orgy!! Well not quite.......
Summary: Ueda has been secretly in love with Kame for years but has been sleeping with Junno to try and forget about the younger man. Kame is still trying to mend his broken heart from when Jin left and is content with his relationship with Koki, that is until he starts working on a song with a certain piano man. As their relationship blossoms will Koki and Junno graciously step aside? And how will their new love handle the return of Jin into their lives.
Warning: sexual themes, language
Chapter 4
Ueda swiftly pulled into his parking spot at his apartment building. He had made it home in record time, though he was pretty sure he had broken the speed limit in at least four districts to do so. Looking into the rear-view mirror, he checked to make sure he looked presentable. The flushed look had gone away but his hair was still a total mess. Running his fingers through the short strands Ueda accepted this was the best he could do. Unbuckling his seatbelt Ueda cursed when he noticed the lube stain on the front of his jeans from when Junno had 'convinced' him to stay a little longer then he had planned. Twisting to look into the backseat, Ueda thanked any god that was listening when he noticed a black and white plaid scarf sitting on the seat. He snatched up the scarf before getting out of his car, tying the scarf around his waist as he headed to his building.
Hitting the elevator call button repeatedly, even though it doesn't actually make the elevator come faster, a smile broke over Ueda's face. Right now Kame was upstairs waiting for him. The only way it could get better was if Kame actually had a key and he wasn't just waiting to do work. Stepping into the empty elevator, Ueda used the mirrored walls to make some last minute adjustments to his appearance. He moved the scarf so most of the black and white material was hanging off his hip while at the same time covering the stain on the front of his jeans. After he had done all he could, he was left to wait while the nerves kicked it. The higher the elevator went the more nervous he became until he was literally shaking. Ueda told himself it was foolish to be nervous, he had known Kame since he was 17. In many ways Kame was like a little brother to him. Except most people don't want to sleep with their little brother, the logical side of his brain reminded him. Ueda promptly told the logical side of his brain to shove it.
The elevator chime sounded as the doors opened right in front of Ueda's front door. Stepping into the hallway a fond smile spread across his face as his gaze fell on Kame. The younger man had squatted down beside his door, head resting on the wall behind him with his eyes closed. The only way Ueda knew he was awake was that he was continuously twirling a burned CD jewel case in his hands. Ueda walked up to Kame and squatted down silently beside him, resting his chin in the palm of his right hand. Kame still looked tired, but not nearly as much has he had that morning. Taking his left hand, Ueda poked Kame in the shoulder, his full child-like smile spreading over his face as the other male startled eyes flying open.
"You know it's not nice to scare people like that," Kame scolded the older male causing him to chuckle.
"Whoever said I was nice?" Ueda replied sweetly tilting his head to the side. Kame smiled slightly since he knew the sole purpose of poking him was because it would scare him. Kame turned a knowing smile onto the other male, his own little brand of retaliation, "we should really get to work so you can get back to whatever it was that made you almost a half an hour late."
Ueda looked away a deep flush spreading across his face, "I'm sorry about that. I was-"
"Don't worry about it," Kame waved away the made up explanation he was sure was coming. He really didn't need it, plus wouldn't believe it, since it was more then obvious with Ueda's rumpled clothes and sex mussed hair. Kame was just glad to know Junno now didn't have cause to hit him in the morning. Especially if he got Ueda back in a timely manner, since Kame was never truly satisfied with only one round of sex so he just assumed most people weren't either. Standing Kame stretched out his cramped muscles, unknowingly giving Ueda's hungry eyes a direct view up his entire body. Ueda looked away from the man looming over him, a fresh wave of guilt flowing through him. He had promised Junno he'd return to his bed later tonight, Now he was seriously considering conveniently 'forgetting' his promise and just staying home. Standing himself, Ueda proceeded to unlock his front door with a feeling of dread settling into his stomach.
Letting them in, the two men were greeted by the sound of rushing dogs coming to welcome their owner home. Kame watched with a smile as Ueda greeted each animal individually making Kame wonder for a moment what his life would be like if he more then just Ran-chan. After Ueda had given his pets the love they had been asking for, he turned to Kame a slight blush creeping over his face. "Give me a moment to change. I ah.... spilled something on myself earlier."
"Sure, take your time," Kame replied heading over to the living room where Ueda's grand piano sat on display. Ueda headed to his bedroom to change as Kame placed his CD into the giant stereo system. It was wired throughout the entire apartment so the music could be heard in every room and suddenly Kame was very grateful they were alone. After he had everything set up, Kame turned to the view.
Ueda had setup his piano so that he could sit on the bench and look out his huge panoramic windows at the amazing view of the Tokyo skyline. It was the type of view that people paid extra rent for since it was absolutely breathtaking, with the lights of the city on display for anyone who cared enough to look. Kame was almost tempted to turn off the lights in the room so he could appreciate the view before him more. He wondered what it was like for Ueda to have this on display for him every night and if he even paid attention to it anymore, or did he stand on this very spot and enjoy the view with Junno. It was exactly the type of view that was to be enjoyed with someone special.
Feeling someone come up behind him, Kame turned to find Ueda standing there in a fresh pair of jeans. "Shall we get started then?" Ueda asked sitting on the piano bench. Kame nodded making a small noise of agreement, walking away from the window to the piano where he had left the remote for the stereo.
"I really don't know what I'm looking for. I just know it needs a little added something," Kame explained lamely reaching for the remote.
"Let me listen to what you have first then I'll see what I can do," Ueda offered as he lifted the cover off the keys. Kame nodded once more pressing play on the remote. Soon the sound of his guitar and vocals was filling the entire apartment, making Kame feel incredibly self-conscious. It was a feeling he was used to when working on a piece, since the songs were almost like an extension of himself. The whole composition process was when he made himself the most exposed and vulnerable. It was a process that was also incredibly intimate in a way and he rarely asked for help. Watching Ueda sit there and listen, Kame fought the urge to bite his nails. He had just had a manicure done and he really didn't want to have to go back so soon. He just wished that Ueda would give some sort of clue as to what he was thinking or feeling. Kame shifted his weight on his feet never taking his eyes off the other man, feeling raw to Ueda's ears. He felt as if he was bearing his entire being and soul to the other man, and if Ueda cared to look hard enough he could see exactly what made Kame tick. But Ueda was in professional musician mode, meaning he kept his face neutral as he listened thinking about key signatures and tempos instead of the deeper meanings the piece was about.
Once the piece was over, Ueda nodded still wearing the mask of professionalism and placed his fingers on the black and white keys. "One more time," he instructed Kame without looking at the younger man. Kame hit play once more feeling a nervous excitement. This was the moment he had been waiting for, the moment to see if he was right about the piece. He had a feeling this song could be great if he could figure out what it was missing. As the sounds of his guitar chords and Ueda's piano filled the room, Kame knew within a second that he had been right, not only about the piano but that Ueda had been the perfect choice.
Kame watched the scene before him, totally speechless and spellbound. Maybe it was the lights outside the window framing Ueda as he lightly swayed to the music eyes closed or maybe it was the fact that Ueda could play the piano like no one else Kame had ever heard. The only thing that Kame knew was at that moment Ueda was beautiful. How had he never noticed it before? He had known Ueda for almost half his life, and yet he had never noticed just how amazingly beautiful he was until this moment. The more Kame thought about it the more he realized that that wasn't even true. For years now Kame had thought Ueda had a beautiful smile and often went out of his way to make that smile appear. They all loved his smile, Kame had just always figured it was because if Ueda was smiling he wasn't angry meaning none of them were going to get slugged for no apparent reason. Now Kame knew there was much more to it then that.
Sitting down in the bench beside the other man, Kame was careful to not bang his knees on the piano as he turned his body towards Ueda as much as he could. First of all Ueda would get mad at him for hitting his precious piano, but mostly it was because that would break this incredibly powerful yet fragile spell that Ueda was weaving with his music and that was the last thing Kame wanted. Once the piece was over the second time, Ueda opened his eyes openly shocked to find Kame much closer to him then he had been before. Ueda had been so involved in his music he hadn't heard the other man move. Ueda had to swallow to moisten his suddenly very dry throat before he was able to ask "so what do you think?" as he wiped his sweaty palms on his jeans.
Kame took a moment before answering, eyes roaming over Ueda's face looking as if he had never truly seen the man sitting next to him. "You're beautiful," he answered just above a whisper. Kame cupped the side of Ueda's face before continuing in his hushed tone, "you're so breathtakingly beautiful. Why have I never noticed it before?"
Ueda stayed silent, stunned by Kame's sudden declaration watching as Kame's eyes fully took in the man sitting beside him for the first time. Ueda could feel his heart race as Kame's words washed over him. He had dreamed of moments like this so many times, but he was afraid to say or do anything that would snap Kame out of whatever had come over him. So Ueda sat there silently his breathing and heart rate picking up speed again as Kame moved his hand from Ueda's cheek to his chin. Then Kame was staring at Ueda's mouth as his thumb reached up and pulled Ueda's lower lip down so that his lips were parted ever so slightly. Kame leaned forward with the intention of placing a light kiss on Ueda's lips, when the tip of Ueda's tongue poked out running across the older man's dry bottom lip. Kame let out a groan of need before crushing Ueda's mouth with his own.
Ueda moaned softly feeling Kame tongue ran across his lower lip before plunging into his mouth. Soon Ueda's head was spinning, quickly becoming intoxicated by the smell and taste that was distinctly Kame. Wrapping his arm around Ueda's waist Kame pulled the smaller man towards him until Ueda was straddling his lap, fingers buried deep in Kame's hair. High pitched whimpers leaked from Ueda's throat as he felt the hands that his body had been craving for years roam freely over his back and ass. Quickly becoming frustrated by the cloth restriction, Kame grabbed the hem of Ueda's shirt pulling it over his head in one swift motion. "Bedroom," Kame uttered in a frantic whisper before the two of them toppled onto the floor, Kame landing on top of the older man.
Kame sat up enough to pull his shirt over his head, giving Ueda's hungry eyes a brief moment to devour the sight above him before Kame's mouth was on his once more. Ripping his mouth away from Ueda's, Kame began the slow decent down the older man's body, periodically nipping the skin under his lips electing sounds of pleasurable surprise each time it happened. Tracing his tongue along the muscles defining Ueda's stomach, Kame began the task of unfastening Ueda's belt and jeans and pulling them away from Ueda's straining erection before running his tongue up the heated shaft to engulf the tip. Ueda chocked out a cry of pleasure at being taken into a mouth for the second time that night, thrusting his hips up forcing Kame to take more of him into his mouth. The younger man relaxed the back of his throat, easily sliding all of Ueda's cock down his throat. Slowly Kame began sliding the shaft out of his mouth, tongue massaging the underside as he went until he reached the tip then begun the slow torture all over again as he swallowed the organ once more.
Ueda opened his eyes, trying desperately to breath as wave after wave of pleasure ran through his body. His pleasure ridden brain had a moment where it vaguely registered the feel of his jeans and boxers being pulled down the rest of his legs onto the floor before calloused hands began roaming over his lower stomach, Ueda's muscles jumping as Kame's hands passed over them. Incoherent noises of pleasure began leaking from Ueda's mouth as the intensity of the sensations he was feeling became greater then any other he has ever felt, and he was sure he wasn't going to last much longer. As Kame's tongue swept the tip of Ueda's cock once more, the older man arched his back off the floor past his breaking point as he emptied his essence for Kame to savour. Head spinning from the orgasm, Ueda felt the younger man crawl up his body once more before Kame began to roughly thrust his hips into the man's below him. Ueda reached down and hurriedly helped Kame out of his jeans and boxers before burying his hands in Kame's hair as their mouth crashed into each other's once more. Wrapping his legs around Kame's waist, Ueda used all the muscles his possessed to pull the other man towards him, as Kame grabbed hold of Ueda's hips with bruising force. Muffled high pitched shrieks and lower grunts was all that could be heard as the two men desperately ground their straining erections together, each trying to extract the highest amount of pleasure from the other. Forcing his mouth away from Kame's, Ueda ranked his nails down the younger man's shoulder and back and he let out a silent scream as the world shattered around him once more. Moments later Kame joined him with his own earth shattering moment, biting the side of Ueda's neck as he emptied himself over Ueda's stomach.
"I want you." Ueda whispered breathlessly, fingers hurriedly passing over Kame's body "I want you inside me so fucking badly."
Kame smiled at the desperation in the older man's voice and lazily began planted kisses along the side of Ueda's neck, "then let's go to the bedroom where you can have me all you want."
Ueda shook his head, burying his hands in Kame's hair once more, "I want you to fuck me right here, right now."
Kame ran the flat of his tongue up Ueda's neck before taking the other man's earlobe in his teeth, "then you had better tell me where the lube is, and for your sake I hope it's close."
Ueda cried out as Kame ground his teeth into the skin behind his ear. "Forget the lube, just get inside me!" he almost screamed while tilting his head to give Kame more access to his neck. He knew that if Kame continued what he was doing it was going the leave a noticeable mark, at that moment Ueda really didn't care.
"I don't want to hurt you, so no lube you don't get this," Kame said grinding his already re-grown erection into Ueda's hips, smiling as he heard the startled gasp escape the older man's lips. "Now be a good boy and tell me where the lube is," Kame coaxed as he rocked his hips once more.
Ueda blinked rapidly as he forced his brain to work past the pleasure Kame was evoking from him again. He knew had he lube somewhere, just where the hell had Junno put it last time?!
Oh God.... Junno.... Ueda thought as the familiar guilt began to settle into the pit of his stomach, followed closely by a deeper feeling of guilt once he realized he was cheating.
"No, we can't," Ueda said shaking his head. Part of him couldn't believe what he was saying right when he was about to get exactly what he wanted from the person he wanted it from. But that wasn't really true, he wanted all of Kame, not just the sex.
"Give me one good reason why not," Kame teased fingers tracing around Ueda's nipples earning him a mewl of pleasure from the man under him.
"Junno and Koki," Ueda choked out in between gasps as Kame bite his neck once more. Ueda felt Kame's hands still on his body as Ueda's words sank into his pleasure driven brain. "Oh God," he quietly muttered to himself as he crawled off Ueda, turning his back so they could both redress themselves.
"I'm so sorry Tat-chan," Kame said voice full of guilt as he put his shirt back on. Turning around he found Ueda fully dressed and sitting on the couch away from him. "I don't know what came over me," Kame lamely explained feeling as if he was lying. Looking at Ueda sitting there this he skin still flushed, and the slightest bit of the bruise behind Ueda's left ear showing Kame was struck again with just how beautiful this man truly was. Closing his eyes, Kame breathed through his nose slowly willing himself to not get turned on by the fact he knew he had given Ueda that particular bruise. Another erection clouding his judgement was not what he needed right now. Crawling over to the other man Kame kneeled before him, placing his hands on Ueda's knees then resting his chin on top of the back of his hands.
"Forgive me?" Kame asked giving Ueda his best puppy dog eyes. Ueda looked down and smiled, which had been Kame's goal. "Of course," Ueda replied with a smile, running his fingers through Kame's mussed up hair. Within seconds Kame was raising up on his knees taking Ueda's mouth with his own. Whimpers leaked from between their mouths as Ueda contemplated which would be better, riding Kame on the floor or pulling him onto the couch before he tore his lips away from Kame.
"Koki loves you," Ueda stated pulling his head back once Kame tried to kiss him again. Kame sighed settling back onto his heels. Taking his hands off Ueda's knees, he ran his fingers through his hair, "and Junno loves you."
"You should go," Ueda whispered folding his hands in his lap, maybe if he kept them where he could see them, he wouldn't be tempted to reach out for the other man again. Kame nodded as he stood and headed towards the doorway. "Do you love him?" Kame blurted out before leaving the room.
Ueda looked up at the other man, considering to still ask Kame to spend the night with him. "Do you love Koki?" he countered instead of answering.
Kame shook his head, "no, I don't." Looking at the man sitting on the couch for another moment, Kame turned to leave. Ueda sat there, fighting the urge to run after Kame but he stayed where he was until he heard the door open and close. Heaving a sigh Ueda reached into his jeans pocket, pulled out his phone and began furiously typing a short message.
Junno sat on his couch wearing only a pair of boxers as he flipped the channels on his TV, when he heard his phone chirp signalling he had a new message. Reaching over he flipped the phone open and smiled as he read.
Get your ass over here NOW!!! Looked like Uepi was ready to play once more.