Wow.  I've been so busy that a life-time has passed by.  I got an email that someone (really a spam company) posted on one of my entries and took some time to review my previous life.  How things have changed ( Read more... )

I'm at work and just heard some devestaing news. A mother about to have a baby - in labor - left, because her 3 children were in a motor vehicle accident.

Her 6 year old died.

She doesn't even know yet as I write...

I can't even fathom the loss of a child. I want to run home and protect my babies.

My life has been a bit tough lately, but this puts ( Read more... )

I was so excited...I thought I had friends.

Grammer school and middle school taught me to believe that I had no friends. Long story, teacher's pet yadda yadda yadda.

Then I grew up. And thought I had friends. People I could share myself with.

Never thought that I would be blindsided so easily by someone I considered a friend. Someone I shared my home ( Read more... )

I woke up this moring expecting a normal day, and all of a sudden all hell is breaking loose ( Read more... )

Who are you ( Read more... )

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry ( Read more... )

I hate you because you hurt me

I hate you because I wasn't worth enough of your time

I hate you for making me doubt how pretty I am

I hate you for not being honest with me

I hate you because I can't forget the connection that we had

I hate you because you don't care enough to even know this is about you

I hate you because...

Really - sometimes - I hate me ( Read more... )

So I woke up this morning to find that neither of my older children had risen with their alarm clocks (yet again) and had to rush them around to get them to school. My second spent a half hour in the shower (he claims he fell asleep).

Then back in time to get the little ones ready only to check my email and find that my bookkepper/receptionist who ( Read more... )

Yeah - at 43 fucking years old, I can't seem to get out of the high school mentality.

So I have a crush on this guy and it has led me to examine my psyche. What draws me to him? He is not a model type. So it is not his looks per say.

So what?

I think it is Power with vulnerability. Currently he is in a psoition of power with me where a number of ( Read more... )

 
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