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i did a friends cut. check my info if you want to know if you were cut or not. if you're one of my friends from school or basically anywhere local and i have seen you in person and all that you weren't cut. other than that if you haven't commented or posted lately you most likely were taken off.

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thank you chelsea. thank you coco. whether you knew it or not before either of you knew i burned you were helping me. you helped me just by being my friends and never lying to me. always being there. i'll try to get help as soon as i can. i'm still scared though.
i may be going out for a walk. so bye bye for a while.
~katy

i found out some things about burning and that's starting to freak me out. so i don't really want to burn anymore. besides it makes me jump every time i hold the flame to my skin. i don't know what else to do though. i need some type of release. i get so stressed and angry and depressed. sometimes all at once. someone please try to help me. if you ( Read more... )

http://www.thestarlitecafe.com/poems/85/poem_650609.html
~katy

it wasn't as bad as i thought. all she had done was carved 'ugly' into her stomach. it covers where she had carved 'fat' but only the 'fa' so now it looks like it says 'uglyt' and she said 'call me that from now on, uglyt.'
~katy

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i'm so scared to go into my room now. i'm scared to go in and find my best friend with her wrists slashed open lying dead on the bed. it's not funny at all. i'm creeped out. and i'm crying. i've found i've been crying a lot lately. i hate to do it. and i hate even worse to admit it. i don't want to find caitie dead. please don't let her be.
~katy