@____@ I hate stressing like this.

[firebird_88]

I'm supposed to hear back from Merck tomorrow. I'm really, really worried that I haven't heard anything yet. Would they really wait until the exact day to let you know or would they let you know immediately if you've been hired?

Ugh. I really, really don't want to have to apply to graduate school. The thought of it brings back horrible memories of

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[celestriad]

big companies are REALLY DAMN SLOW, but if they gave you a date, then i would expect that they'll hold to it. i have some job apps from like, february or even earlier than i'm just hearing back about (rejections, of course, but still, took them long enough).

*hugs* stress makes pms worse. hope things improve soon!

[firebird_88]

Oh god, that makes me feel better. @_@; I don't have a clue how their hiring system works. And it's not helping that my parents and the people I work with keep going "Oh stop worrying, I know you got it" and I feel like I'm the only one at the top of a cliff yelling out "I DON'T THINK I GOT IT!! D:"

It does. Ugh. I think I need to go snuggle up in my bed and read my Physics homework and hope that it'll bore me into calmness. D: *hug*

[xxaemiliusxx]

There's actually a severe version of PMS called PMDD...my mum thinks I have it, but I hate being labeled. x.x;; But I have very severe emotional swings to the point of near panic attacks. :\ So, i feel for you.

[firebird_88]

Yeah, I know. :/ They wanted to diagnose me with PMDD back in high school when for three months straight, I was just hysterical for a few days and couldn't even function (i.e. get up to eat or even hold a conversation without bursting into tears for no reason).

Thankfully it kind of went away, although every few months or so I do feel "normal" PMS. This is a little worse than normal, but I think I'm just going to go curl up with the Panda and try to read Physics. ;_;

*hug* I feel you and your mom too. ;___; (My Mom doesn't have squat. =_= Lucky her.)

[cassandracsenta]

*patpatpats* I can feel your stress from here. ^^; Hopefully you get a handle on your school work and other stuff soon.