@____@ I hate stressing like this.
I'm supposed to hear back from Merck tomorrow. I'm really, really worried that I haven't heard anything yet. Would they really wait until the exact day to let you know or would they let you know immediately if you've been hired?
Ugh. I really, really don't want to have to apply to graduate school. The thought of it brings back horrible memories of applying to undergraduate, and on top of that, my course load is 1000x harder than what it was back in high school when I was doing college apps. UGH. I haven't started writing essays yet (and you apparently can't bullshit essays like you could for undergraduate) and I haven't even finished considering which schools I'd be interested in going to. All in all, I'm already behind, and it terrifies me. *STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSS*
...Or maybe Merck is just really damn slow. Who knows. :/ (I'm hoping that's the case, but it's such a big company, I'm sure they'd be ontime... UGH. I HATE THINKING LIKE THIS.)
I... turned in an essay late because I forgot to press the "submit" button after the initial "add this file" button. ORZ
Worse still, it was the wrong assignment. But my teacher laughed and patted my shoulder and told me she'd give me a few more days to redo the original assignment. FAIL.
Ugh, ever since school started this semester it's just a lot of work blurred together. I always have reading to do for my history classes (along the lines of 50 pgs for each class due every other day =_=) so there hasn't been a moment where I can just sit back and be DONE. It's a frustrating feeling, but at least I don't have some ridiculous lab report to write. :D
Oh crap.
Just realized what is bringing this on. I'm PMS-ing very, very badly. It hasn't been this bad in a year or two. @___@; Suddenly I'm all panicky and hyperactive and strangely near tears all at the same time.
The stress from school is not helping. Neither is Merck. Damn them.
Ugh. I really, really don't want to have to apply to graduate school. The thought of it brings back horrible memories of applying to undergraduate, and on top of that, my course load is 1000x harder than what it was back in high school when I was doing college apps. UGH. I haven't started writing essays yet (and you apparently can't bullshit essays like you could for undergraduate) and I haven't even finished considering which schools I'd be interested in going to. All in all, I'm already behind, and it terrifies me. *STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSS*
...Or maybe Merck is just really damn slow. Who knows. :/ (I'm hoping that's the case, but it's such a big company, I'm sure they'd be ontime... UGH. I HATE THINKING LIKE THIS.)
I... turned in an essay late because I forgot to press the "submit" button after the initial "add this file" button. ORZ
Worse still, it was the wrong assignment. But my teacher laughed and patted my shoulder and told me she'd give me a few more days to redo the original assignment. FAIL.
Ugh, ever since school started this semester it's just a lot of work blurred together. I always have reading to do for my history classes (along the lines of 50 pgs for each class due every other day =_=) so there hasn't been a moment where I can just sit back and be DONE. It's a frustrating feeling, but at least I don't have some ridiculous lab report to write. :D
Oh crap.
Just realized what is bringing this on. I'm PMS-ing very, very badly. It hasn't been this bad in a year or two. @___@; Suddenly I'm all panicky and hyperactive and strangely near tears all at the same time.
The stress from school is not helping. Neither is Merck. Damn them.