smiles seem to come at a price

[fionafee]

I was looking through old emails between a longtime "friend" and I and found this, which is about the closest thing I have to a journal entry from four years ago and which somehow seems related to what I'm thinking about:

Last Saturday I went swing dancing, and it was tons of fun. I hadn't been in a long time, and a lot more people asked me to

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[caughtinlimbo]

I would love to comment on this because I feel as though at some point I felt similarly, but my appearance changes so often and I have such varying presentation from day to day at this point in my life that I don't expect anything from the way people treat me.

I did notice a lot more gawking than usual yesterday in the outskirts of small cities between San Francisco and Portland, though.