Get ready for posts all the time. Not just because I want to but because I have to prove Kaley wrong. I can go back in time and be that seventh grader again. Ah I know it doesn't make sense. So yeah. I am worried about a lot of things but things are ok. I would talk more but I am so sleepy.

I just realized I haven't posted in here in forever. I think the reason is because I am keeping an actual paper journal. Hum...

I am having the worst time in my life lately. I am down all the time. It does not make sense because the people I am with and the things I am doing are super great but I do not feel anything but sadness. I am not trying to sound emo but I just do not get my life. This Christmas is totally different from last. Last one I was happy and felt the ( Read more... )

My emotional problems have ruined my life. I might fail 4 classes this semester. Looks like I might not graduate. I feel like I am not going anywhere in life. I feel like giving up. What's the point? We are just going to die anyway. I love my friends and family but I hate my life.

People confuse me. Why do people say one thing and then do something totally different? I do not get how you can be so close to someone one day and the next day be all weird with them. What ever. I am excited about life and this isn't worth worrying about. I had a bad day today. Teachers are making me mad.

I don't really know who I am . I feel lost and like the people around me are changing. Time will help me but it is making everything hard.

Things have been happening the past couple days that I am not liking. I just feel bad about myself . I am comparing myself to other people and I feel like a huge loser. I need a HIAQI.

I have never felt so close to my "roots" as I do now. Here I am sitting here with the smell of cajun food cooking and cajun music playing. I kinda wish I lived in New Orleans for many reasons. I would just like someone to say my last name right. Whatever. Happy Thanksgiving.

I am excited about my plans and college but I am nervous about certain things. I am scared I won't be good. I need to put together a portfolio of my art work but I don't know if I use all my art or art that relates to fashion. I wish I knew someone that went to an art school.

I am freaking out. I have rethought my whole life. I don't want to be a teacher. I CAN'T be a teacher. I can't have that much structure in my life. I am realizing that I can't have a normal 9-5 job. I need art in my life. I need to be creative in my job. I want to be a fashion designer. I want to be a hair stylist. I want to be a sculptor. I want ( Read more... )