yesterday was awful and i have a feeling today is going to be much worse.

today was far more miserable then days past.

and its not getting any better.

not even worth it anymore.

worst day in a long time.

feelings astray. why do i even bother?

"if it wasn't for disappointment... i wouldn't have any appointments ( Read more... )

now i remember why i never tell anyone anything anymore because everytime i do they never take into consideration my feelings and turn everything around on me with their insecure clamor. and the outcome terrifies me to no end...

my cell phone is no more. sorry. its gone...

i couldn't be happier.