►017. how it's never real, how you're never you

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Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue

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[anonymous]

AWW BB *huggles* ♥♥♥
Feel better~ *squishes*

Also good luck with your piano competition~!
You will do fine~! Be confident ^^!

[anonymous]

You're not a failure, Jen. You'll never be. ♥ I think we all feel like that at times though. :( I'll always be here for you. ♥

I keep giving people such weird first impressions, like I can't be myself when I meet someone new. Like I have to be this completely weird and quite awful person so they won't want to meet me again after that. IDK, this is not the best time for me to meet new people... I keep pushing everyone away because I can't handle being social anymore. This year has changed me so much as a person and I don't like it, I don't like who I've become. But then again, I never liked myself before either so I should just accept who I am and make the best of the situation I'm in.

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Thank you, bb ;; ♥

Please don't not like yourself. ): I am positive you are an amazing person, and perhaps insecure in the way that you address strangers / someone new. But if they take the time to get to know you, I don't think anybody can not like you. And if they don't, then it's their loss. :| I hope you remember that you are awesome and you don't have to act any different than you normally do. Let them judge, bb. Let them see how amazing you truly are. ♥

[anonymous]

i hate comparing myself with my friends. ): but i can't help it. and when i do, i feel stupid, useless, and completely like a failure. i want to put more effort into things but no matter what, i'm still at the bottom. /sigh it's like i'm not good enough.

/ot; netizens should just stay out of things a;adkjf D:

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You are not a failure. Everybody has their own weaknesses; I am sure you're better than your friends at something else than what you seem to be comparing to. If you made the effort, then you are the best. YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH. Don't you dare tell yourself that. ♥

AND I AGREE. WHOLE-HEARTEDLY. :|

[yellowbandaid]

PIANO.
OH MY GOD.
RECITALS AND TOURNAMENTS AND ALL THAT SHIT ARE SO NERVE WRECKING.
AUHGUAHGUHAGUGAHUAGAUHUAGHUGAH.

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SJDLFJKLS OMG IKR. I love piano and all, but my poor nerves, lmao. :|

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This is one of the most epic comments I have ever gotten, bb. And thank you so much for the encouragement :) I really hope you're feeling better! ♥