Ugh, I'm cramping. Not sure if its my period... Geez, I haven't seen that thing in MONTHS. Its starting to get a little bit worrisome. My biggest fear would be infertility. That would crush my every being. I don't want kids now.. But in like... 6 years... When Savanah is 9. Lol, That'll be weird. Savanah NOT being a baby. But I'd be lying if I said ( Read more... )

All right. No more emo posts! For now! Lol :)

I'm watching the Biggest Loser right now. And I've been watching for a couple of months now. And I decided that its time for some changes. And that's all I'm gonna say... For now...

So, its been forever since I've posted in LJ, I normally post blogs on Myspace. But I'm more inclined LJ now ( Read more... )

Even now, its hard to really get out what I'm trying to say/feel. I just know that my heart breaks everyday.My poor heart... its breaking. And I can't seems to pick up the pieces fast enough. There is deep sorrow within me and I can't help but sink under the despair ( Read more... )

I'm feeling all emo right now. Kinda sucks because I feel like I do is write/talk/type about how sad I am. And to be honest, I'm not sure what I'm feeling. It sucks because I'm like one big mood swing ( Read more... )

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I was talking to Tommy yesterday about my "hood". More or less where I grew up. And he was shocked. Lol, I think that was the first time I saw someone shocked about the East side. He hasn't been to the East side. I don't want to take him there either. I don't know, I guess I'm not ready. I know its not as bad as it used to be, I like when I was ( Read more... )

Wow, its been a long time. I almost forgot I had this. I think I'll use this more often. No one checks it anymore... Except for like Nina... I think. Maybe I can make this a daily thing. like Doogie Howser! That would be cool. I used to update this all the time high school. It was quite therapeutic. And I think I need that again ( Read more... )

I'm all emo today. Sad huh. I don't really update this thing anymore. Too bad. Cuz, yeah. I'm all emo.

I still feel like shit.

I don't like how my life is going now. Especially my love life. It sucks. Nothing is certain anymore.