I'm in a slump, and I just don't know if I can fucking dig myself out... I don't like feeling helpless, even to myself...especially to myself ( Read more... )

SO I'm having a pretty fucking shitty day. We're back from deployment, which is rad...however...my mom calls me today to tell me that my dad quit both his jobs, moved out of his apartment, and no one knows where he is. Thanks for leaving all your kids totally with your debt, dad. That rocks. This has totally destroyed my whole day. I might ( Read more... )

So I think I alcohol poisoned myself over the weekend. That's the only potential explanation for my near-dead state yesterday. I seriously thought I was dying. I got hammered Friday AND Saturday...Saturday was at my friends wedding...I was fucking distroyed at his wedding. The bride got super pissed at me because the maid of honor (who was ( Read more... )

Day of the dead...

My newest tattoo...

( Mourn the dead by celebrating their life... )

So I had an epiphany tonight...and t was very importNT THt I spell "epiphany"right...it's the main highlght of my drunken post, My epiphany is that the tha NAVY has turned me into a worthless drunk ( Read more... )

Yeah, complain about it ( Read more... )

Here's hoping I do this LJ cut right...it's been so damned long.

( Almost home... )

The following is an actual question given on a ( Read more... )

I don't like the sea...as I stand in the smoke deck aboard my ship, steaming somewhere in the Arabian Gulf...all I can do is think as I watch the crash into each other and along the bow of this steady, steel prison... I think of all the mistakes I've made, the people I've hurt...the people that have hurt me...the friendships I've lost...the people ( Read more... )

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