I want to moan and writhe with you and I want to go up to you and kiss your mouth and pull you to me and say "I love you I love you I love you" while stripping. I want you so bad it stings. I want to kill the ugly girls that you're always with. Do you really like those boring, naive, coy, calculating girls or is it just for sex? The seeds of love ( Read more... )

I'm feeling highly annoyed with people giving me attitude when all I do is go around and do shit for people and fucking go out of my way and fucking give and give. Well fuck everyone 'cause no one else does shit for anyone but you can always depend on Ebony to fucking do everything to make you happy. The minute I start to act bitchy, it's like OH ( Read more... )

While having a conversation with Denise hahahahaha. Our conversations are always great.

A quote:

sex ebony up (4:43:14 PM): the only time i wanna see blood when i'm fucking is if it's super rough and he punches me in the face rofl

True story.

I wish I wasn't so tired. There are things I want to do today but I feel so groggy and gross. I want to go take pictures outside of different things but all I can think about is falling back to sleep. I hate this feeling... I shouldn't have went back to sleep this morning but I had to wake up at 7 and I didn't fall asleep until 2 ( Read more... )

Today was a fun + eventful day with Ryan and Chris up in The Rich!! I love those guys!! It's going to be weird when Chris is gone. I am so excited for Monday, you have nooooooooooo idea. I'll report on it when I get home Monday ( Read more... )

I don't have much on the brain lately except sexsexsex.

I realized last night that I can't really say anything in my life is overwhelmingly horrible. I was at a place last night for over 3 hours, I made $75 but a fat chunk of it is going to bills, so sad :(

I shall make a list of stuff I must have!

All The Things Ebony Wants:

• Keds
• Tattoo
• Left ( Read more... )

Wow. There's so much I want to say but I'll say this. I've changed so much in the past month and even with all the shit I've had to go through at the hands of someone else, I've still come out strong and rejuvenated. I've become what I never thought I'd be and I've accomplished stuff I never would've awhile ago. I could never go back to the way ( Read more... )

I won't tell many IF ANY people the details of tonight but all I have to say is that May 5th, 2004 was one of the best most unexpected nights of my life. I don't know who to thank for this but who ever made it happen, I am eternally grateful. 'Tis all.

It's good to have secrets

Hatebreed is at the Fillmore tonight and I'm missing it because I have no one to go see them with me. Fuck that. I should go alone but I don't have the balls. I wish I had more friends who liked that type of music ( Read more... )

So I called Tim and told him that I don't know about us. I feel like I need to concentrate on my life right now and I don't have time for another boy.. I want to put all my energy into my job, working out, school (next semester) and all the other stuff I want to do. I think I made a good decision. As much as I like getting some, that can and will ( Read more... )