Don't feed me scraps from your bed ( Read more... )

I wish someone could make this decision for me. I have no idea what to do. And then I have a million more decisions to make after that.

this is out of body ( Read more... )

I just felt my first earthquake!

Richy cut my hair last night! I cant feel back asleep and it's 7am :(. He is going to come look for jobs in Hollywood with me today.

Hey!  I thought I'd update now because I have nothing to do.  Today was pretty fun.  Richy Ian Sara Manuel and I went to the beach, and I'm spending the night here again.  Sara is picking me up at 8:30am and then I'm spending some time at my apartment.  I found out they passed a bill for same sex marriage in New Hampshire!  I thought that was ( Read more... )

So I hold my tongue, forget the song, tie my shoe and start walking off.
And try to just keep moving on, with my broken heart and my absent God
and I have no faith but it is all I want, to be loved and believe in my soul.

I have no idea what to think anymore.  And I really don't give a fuck about anything lately.  I wish that I could be motivated.  That is probably something I should work on real soon.  I kind of just want to work and live my life for now, and eventually figure out what I want to do, instead of rushing everything.  I'm going to add more later, I'm ( Read more... )

I need to make some big changes in my life.  After tonight, this will be a lot easier.

I just realized what the most important thing in my life is.  Then I realized, that is not what it should be.