I've realized tonight that my ability to trust the opposite sex is faded. I always have so many horrible thoughts in my head, and I won't go into any of them. Let's just say I'm worried and scared and pissed at the same time right now. This is.... Horrible.

Music is my life.... probably more than anything. In about an hour my brain will shut down and i'll begin writing. I've been in a slump lately but I feel it slipping away. I'm listening to a song called "Where do we go from here" and it's really getting me thinking about things. My life has been a lot more in-depth of late. It's time to start ( Read more... )

Ho Hum. Home at ten. Marshall's house was packed.... for the first time in a while i didn't want to smoke any weed. Amanda went out drinking tonight with her friends. This is fine with me, although i wish we could spend more evenings together. I hung out with skyler, kathleen, and miller tonight for a half hour or so. It went alright. So much for ( Read more... )