Well it has been an odd weekend. I felt shit for most of it I must say, once again i have realised how much i (need to) hate myself and that doesnt make for easy nights. Combined with a brief slap in the face confidence-wise i have developed a sense of embarassment, how could i think i was ok? Honestly... its happened AGAIN! I dont even know why im ( Read more... )

Well I went to birmingham yesterday to get my fairy outfit for Thursday's non-uniform day but i was actually thinking last night... seriously... out of the year 13s how many, exactly, are going to really dress up? I fear i shall be one of a very small number of people, if not one of just two. Oh great. So im going to go in like a div in a fairy ( Read more... )

I dont like waking up and not having a clue what day it is despite going to school yesterday! haha! It is very disorientating. Finally I have Snow Patrol, Mika and Fall Out Boy on my mp3 player so the bus journey was guuuurd. I am reading Birdsong and it is actually very good, not boring at all ( Read more... )

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Well i have re-discovered Believe, the first Disturbed album i got. I'm loving this. It's one of those albums you put down for months and scan past when you go to put a CD on, because... you're stupid!!! And of course this album should be playing every second of every day its THAT good. i love it so much and its making me happy...

... which is good ( Read more... )

Well i have re-discovered Believe, the first Disturbed album i got. I'm loving this. It's one of those albums you put down for months and scan past when you go to put a CD on, because... you're stupid!!! And of course this album should be playing every second of every day its THAT good. i love it so much and its making me happy...

... which is good ( Read more... )

Wooo I'm really hyper! Probably because of the insanely easy and fantastic day i have today... psychology.. free... free... lunch... psychology...free...horse riding... meal at the pub. How awesome ( Read more... )

Right... note to self... dont even ATTEMPT to help other people when its blatently obvious they're not going to give a shit what you say... fiona, you should know better. Since WHEN was your advice appreciated. What the hell are you thinking?

I think im ok today. I finish at 10.10 which makes my day a whole lot better as it shall then consist of ( Read more... )

I had such a horrible night. Ok so i got back from work at about 11ish. Work was fine. I got the L Word season 3 off rach and when i got home i went to bed and put it on. Bad idea. I did not sleep til gone 2 and i spent much of the time before that half in tears half simply watching the dvds. I could explain why i was crying, but again, it would ( Read more... )

I swear my daydreams are getting more disturbing every single day. Its really really odd. I wont go into them or 'it' now because to be honest its slightly embarassing. haha. but still... despite the fact that it is odd and unexpected it is also pretty damn fun ( Read more... )