Growing up in my twisted way, I always saw being female equated to being weak and being controlled. Never quite liked the idea and rebelled to this, rather much. Still am. Crying was weak. Showing any emotion other than anger was weak. Being beautiful was weak and not needed. Flowers, pink, pastels, lace, ruffles, cooking, playing house was all ( Read more... )

Things that make me happy ( Read more... )

Has been an odd week/Spring break. Not restful in anyway, but good not to have classes. As usual, I didn't do anything that I had hoped/was supposed to do. I'm thinking I should just give up trying to accomplish anything as I set myself up for more failure. :p oh well ( Read more... )

List seven songs you are into right now, no matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LiveJournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to ( Read more... )

Due to a strong hint from someone, I have changed my user pic. The one currently showing is a lovely (insert embarrassed face here) pic from the album cover of a Korean artist called Bi (also known as Rain or "that one guy from Full House (Korean Drama--very good)).

Remind me to elope should I ever get married. The international student adviser got engaged over Thanksgiving and is now trying to plan a wedding. 'Tis odd, interesting, and stressful to listen to her as she plans and makes phone calls. There are pictures and churches and receptions halls and food and dress and whether to do rings or no and family ( Read more... )

So. Apparently I was the cause of a nightmare for Schroeder. Well, I was part of the subject anyways. He told me Monday that he had had a nightmare the night before that I had rearranged his office and he couldn't find his lecture notes anywhere and he was going from building to building looking for them and he only got to class 5 min. before it ( Read more... )

Hi. I'm looking for the album Color the Small Ones by Sia. Any help would be appreciated.