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I.. keep coming back and looking under rocks...
I have to believe I am not the only one. So much noise on the internet. But so little real connection. Everyone has a camera, a recording device, but with everyone watching there is not more honesty, but less.
I've lived my life putting on masks, costumes, but not in the way that would be considered art and these days, I don't think i can find me, ( Read more... ) -
Can't believe I posted a Mindburp on Facebook....
This is my place for Mindburps. I don't care if it is "dead", filled with the occasional whisper of movement, shadows caught out of the corner of an eye for a moment. The whisper of movement, and nothing there when you look directly.
It is "that time of year" but .. so much more. I've been asked by someone who has every right to battle the ( Read more... ) -
When you contribute to the Life and Death of something ...
Once, LiveJournal was a living, breathing thing. Filled with life, energy and most of the time, a safe place. A place where for the most part, folks were "neighbors", even friends.
We all gave it life, watched it grow.
And then I, and 1000's of others began to deliver the 1000's of little cuts.
Stopped updating. To busy. Just not in the ( Read more... ) -
Why does it still shock me?
Sometimes I find myself looking at my own thoughts (no, I'm not looking for commentary as to my mental state, but of course you're always welcome to do so.) with that 200 foot view / other person mode - that I am so friggin' 'control' and dominate in focus ( Read more... ) -
Why do I listen to Hollywood Undead?
I follow up the links to all the different 'music services' suggestions, and rarely find anything I listen to (or often ( Read more... ) -
What a fucked up day ....
And as the caper, with the thought that the day is in no way done with the leaving of the slave pit, at least there is a 30 to 60 minutes of 'peace' as I drive home to look forward to - and then I see that this craptastic day has managed to fit itself into only a fragment of the day ( Read more... ) -
Update - Dad
There are a few who actually read here. Dad survived. He had an emergency Quad-Bypass. He's already out of the hospital, and doing 'excellent' with his recovery ( Read more... ) -
Ah, there you are old friend.
Many I know think of this as 'unhealthy'. But I awoke this morning into the embrace of an old friend. One I have not seen for a long time, and it was with a sudden clarity that I realized just how missed you were ( Read more... ) -
Watch list, here I come ...
With every passing year I come closer to understanding something that never really has made sense to me - the total 'hermit' mentality. Not just a 'divorcing oneself from the day to day' but serious ass 'lost to the world' hermit ( Read more... ) -
I don't know if anyone out there uses Android Apps ...
I've been looking for something for my android (or maybe I'll just stick with the Laptop) that allows me to update multiple 'blog' or whatever sites at once ( Read more... )