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i found him, and i heard his voice and tried not to cry, i miss hearing his voice, i cried over the phone, and yet i hoped he wouldn't hear me...i hung up the phone and tried to dry my tears, but only more came...i hate the way it is when i hear his voice, and then i can't get it out of my head, well i don't know what to say, i wish i could see him ( Read more... )

i have nothing to say. just kinda pissed now...i knew i shouldn't have counted on him to come over, or call, i figured he wouldn't but i guess i had hope that he would...but i don't know now...welliam going to go finish cleaning my room....

why is it that only me and one other person are updateing...no one else is...i guess i don't get it cause i am too confused on some other issues...but i don't care any more, i have no more feelings about that stuff..or what ever...well i am gonna go now...cause shane is yelling at me for some fucked up reason...

ok...well for now i guess i will be fergi...but it is lil'fergi...and it is an i instead of a y...ok well later....by the way i am going on a date...well gotta go...my date is waiting...bye *smiles realy big and laughs*

i will write more later...but for now...i hate what is happening...and i don't know what to do about it...i wish i had help in this matter...but the person who usually helps me is no longer around...well he is but not "around"....if that makes sense...well later for now