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Apr 21, 2009 22:20

FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL

I can't write, I can't draw, I can't stop grinding my teeth. Having one of those fucking annoying days where I can't get stuff across the gap between my brain and the computer, you know?

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Right, carry on.

i hate everything, wangst, going slowly and quietly mad, self-pity, attention whoring, this sucks, fail, vitriol, angst

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myworldmytrue April 21 2009, 21:43:37 UTC
I know what you mean. I hate being so...impotent (muhahaa) about my fic writing. It's been over a year since I finished anything and it DRIVES ME UP THE FUCKING WALL.

I guess you just have to trust that inspiration will strike sooner or later and you'll be writing/drawing like mad again. Everybody freezes sometime.

Take care, hon. *squishes*

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fera_festiva April 22 2009, 09:41:48 UTC
Impotent is exactly the right word. There's probably a whole meta post in this one, but... well, sometimes I feel like fandom is one of the few areas of my life where I have any significance, so failing at being good at it really sucks. :(

Feeling better this morning, though, after much milky coffee. Mmm.

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cristiline April 21 2009, 22:03:18 UTC
Oh, I feel like that whenever I try to do anything creative. Be happy that you have talent! Everyone has a few bad days!

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fera_festiva April 22 2009, 09:46:21 UTC
Daaaaah, I know, it's silly to get worked up when it's just a regular trademark Bad Day, but... meh. ♥

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matt_writer April 21 2009, 23:05:43 UTC
I am going to be your fairy godmother (only with neither the fairy part, the god part, the mother part, nor the "I am going to be your" part) and force you to not do whatever you're trying to do. Do it later, when you are in the mood for it! That way you = :D, y'know?

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fera_festiva April 22 2009, 09:49:31 UTC
I pre-emptively took your advice, and went to bed with a Haruki Murakami novel instead. It didn't help with the creative block but it did make me feel generally better about the world, as his books generally do. :D

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shyfoxling April 21 2009, 23:37:56 UTC
*looks at tags*

This is "slowly and quietly"?

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fera_festiva April 22 2009, 09:51:49 UTC
Yes; when I go mad quickly and loudly there are bodies. XD

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lefaym April 21 2009, 23:38:15 UTC
Oh yeah, I know those days.

*hugs*

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fera_festiva April 22 2009, 09:58:35 UTC
*hugs back*

I don't even mind the days when I'm not inspired, but it's when I want to draw/write and it just won't come, you know? *headdesk*

(Love that icon. Oscar!)

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