So much is changing. Some good, some bad, some sad. My mind works quickly, and efficiently, and I find myself planning as many as four different scenarios at once while I wait for the final outcome of this life upheaval so that I may determine which new road to follow. I love new roads. They make me happy. I wonder if I'll ever tire of new roads ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas, everyone!

I hope this note finds you all happy, healthy and surrounded by those you love. And I hope this year was awesome,but that next year will be even better!

much love.

I find myself questioning years-old actions, thinking of their possible positive(and negative) effects, trying to decide if the regret I feel is worth the end product I find myself with.

Nothing new or interesting going on really. Working 50 hours a week, trying to sock money away for our house. Looking into the home-study/foster care/adoption regulations of southwest florida ( Read more... )

Was the last person you kissed physically attractive ( Read more... )

ok. here's what i have left to do wedding wise:

*buy fabric
*send out the  invites
*figure out what the boys are gonna wear(probably just black slacks and a shirt to match the girls dresses so as to accommodate ray and dad)
*make sure the girls are getting their dresses within the next couple of weeks so i know for sure who's gonna be in the party and/ ( Read more... )

I should tell you I'm disaster.

How do you tell one of the most wonderful people you've ever met that they're being fucked over majorly??

sigh

Ever since leaving the Plant City store two weeks ago I hate my fuckin life. This store sucks ass. I try to think of reasons to call off every frickin day. Like can i get away? would I get fired? I'm pretty sure this store suffers from demonic possession. Because even now with its updated facilities and entirely different managers I hate it. I want ( Read more... )

Holy shit. lol lmmfao. looky looky at what I just found back in the archives. lol ( Read more... )