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So, i need to worry about myself and just focus on myself. Life is hard right now. Yup, but theres only so much i am able to control. Riding the snake man, dont know whays going to happen
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My anxiety freaks me out.
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wanted to write so much but now im sober. nothing to hear. nothing worth writing. i guess i' just don't really keep anything bottled up anymore-- and i think it's a newfound release. to stand up for myself and not care about what my blood family had in store. i learned this summer -- these days in poland, 4 which i've only spent here so far -- ( Read more... ) -
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I don't know where I start or where I end, but it's somewhere I hope. Actually I don't see any end in sight, and right now that's not the best feeling i've been having. I've been feeling a lot of anxiety, a lot of everything, a lot of un-harmony in my life. I'm eager to smoke away cigarettes that make me gag, and leave me really nauseous. Nothing ( Read more... ) -
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it hurts so bad. to be unloved. to be unloved by someone who brought you out of your peace of mind and asked me to love them. it's relaly unbareable. i did e. i'm pissed off at myself for believing a douchebag again, the same one. i'm done.. i can't believe and hold onto anything anymore. roadtrip next weekend to philly and maryland i can't be in ( Read more... ) -
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I need to refresh my memory of who I am, weher I've been and where I'm going ( Read more... ) -
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I saw some guy I haven't seen since like halfway through highs chool... and somehow it got me really depressed. Like I really haven't felt this "doomed" in a while. I guess when you ask people how they are you don't expect this implement of emotions from them that you, yourself can't decipher or put into logical context. I know life sucks. I know ( Read more... ) -
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Annnaa..Yeah Queens is mad chill almost too chill. You weren't lame , you just seemed stressed and i know why just having a overwhelmed schedule again , but you doing fine.. You just gotta suck up. Still got the WEEKENDS. Its feels wierd though at times being around you when i kinda like you.I think its more the fact that you know it too and ( Read more... ) -
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so i have had a lot of time to think about EVERYTHING!
and i am happy! and i wish you are too... because man, you deserve it.
i've thought a LOT about how i have been in the past and stuff.. and how my actions were poor and the things i said were poor.. ER.. anyhow i wish you try to talk to me again!
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I am overwhelmed by "life" but I can't get enough of it. I feel like my whole life I've been moving at a steady pace, doing things slower than faster but I think I have accomplished a lot, a whole lot, all on my own. I don't know what to say, I'd never thought I'd be here I guess.. to get this far.. to prosper so much. I've done a lot and seen a ( Read more... )