I don't think he realizes how he hurts me and disrespects me when he forgets to call and talks about other girls sitting on his lap.

I'm completely devoted, maybe I'm a fool.

Everyday seems exactly the same, but it's my moments with him I look forward to so much.

I'm going to marry him. Soon.

I realized...
if he isn't the one I spend the rest of my life with, my life seems meaningless.

He is the one.

why am I so consumed with hate these days?
he is the light that shines through, he brings love.

I guess things have gone downhill some since Willy went back home ( Read more... )

It's only a matter of hours.

My stomach is turning over and over and my heart is racing.
I've waited for this, for what seems years.

FINALLY.
I can hug and kiss him and annoy and love him.

In 15 days, he'll be kissing me.

& in a few more months, I won't be a California resident anymore.
He's going to change everything.

I haven't been this happy about anything in forever.

I'm not trying hard enough.

oh well.

So to make a long story short, because I'm honestly tired of explaining it, I held an art auction for my devil tail quest about a month ago ( Read more... )

I could type out a huge description of my birthday ongoings, but I'm going to simply say, that was the best birthday I've ever had.

underworld evolution
denny's
driving
racist jokes
cigarettes
adult video stores
vibrators
men with sticky hands
pancakes
french toast
hacking
gorgeous views
heights
lights

everything. was amazing.

happy bday to me ( Read more... )