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Fucking cunt. Had it coming. Those are the words you expect from me probably. Those are the simple words. The half-assed excuses. Like there needs to be excuses. Well, of course there has to be excuses. Excuses are just reasons painted up to look like they justify me.

And they do. At least to me. Everyone else can go fuck themselves, though. I spent ( Read more... )

I don't think about her often. I don't think I'm meant to. She occupied a space and time that is gone now. A world that no longer exists. It's only seen in photographs and dreams. I sometimes wonder if that's all the whole thing had been. It's difficult to remember, what got us there, when I look back. We were both so young. So naïve. It's like ( Read more... )

"Lessee..." Shale flipped through his notebook, while standing in the middle of the front lobby of the male dorms. Nearly all of the residents were assembled. They were huddled in groups around eachother, and aside from the odd whisper, the room was almost completely silent. The building was an old rickety thing that wanted to collapse under the ( Read more... )

Beverly sat alone in the dark, staring vacantly at the cigarette smoke as it ran desperately to escape in the air. She was shaking, her free hand stuck between her knees as she rocked there, trying desperately not to scream.


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You think you're in charge of your own life. You really do. When they ask you for favours, or beg you sometimes, you tell yourself that you're making the decision. That you want to do it. No one realizes until it's too late that they were being used. Manipulated. Even fewer people can admit it unless they are trying to use something else in return ( Read more... )

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Bizarre Industrial electronica buzzes through my head as I can almost feel the radiation of the monitor against my face. I'm talking with four different people, reading a review of some other musician whose name I can't recall 3.5 seconds after reading, and I think that I'm also writing a dissertation on quantum theory. I'm using a script I pulled ( Read more... )

The annoying little weasel fired up his cigarette almost instantly as he sat down infront of me. I had been waiting for nearly twenty minutes by the time the bastard had shown up, and the fact that he had the nerve to light up a cigarette without even asking me if it was okay first really bugged me.

Not that I minded, though. It's the principal of ( Read more... )

"I don't like the look of this. We are we waiting for him?" The one in the tie asked.

"Look, girls, just be patient, will you? You're being paid to be here, aren't you?" I harp back at them.

The three of them do their best to look aloof and calm and.. sexy... as I make the preparations for him. There's an awful lot to be done, and I haven't got the ( Read more... )