when I'm in LA I feel like I'm living here for others instead of myself

I feel like things are going great, and then I look at your photos and I am reminded that no, I'm not living life to the fullest and I'm banal.

( i don't wanna wait... for our lives to be over! )

( bl00d )

why am I never as good as the ex girlfriend

the last time I was this scared, the worst thing imaginable happened.

you know what I miss about LA? driving around aimlessly, wasting gas, but feeling absolutely careless, windows down wind blowing, and good music playing.

dude this fuckin sucks

I've never been in such a crazy relationship like this. I'm way into this guy.

exhaustion from finals leads to beers. beers+movie always leads to sex AND NOTHING MORE. yeah that hurt ...until I met Mike tonight. but I'm sure I will feel hurt with him too in the future. because guys at SVA are douche bags. gotta get over this bullshit.