compassion in a can

[feelinbohemian]

i hate learning new things about myself that make me unhappy. i've known all along, but i've tried to supress it. all these old,wise people tell me how hard it'll be for me later on in life because of it, and i've tried not to let it get to me. but i think they could be right, and even if grayson says they're wrong, i think she knows deep down that

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[lilynthavally]

i feel for you. i dont know exactly what u mean or even what u r going thru. but i had the most incredible feeling with somone. and i thot it would change everything and all it did was make me want it again. and it left me feeling empty. i hope things r going good for you.

[feelinbohemian]

thanks jessica! yeahh i want that feeling back... the one every girl has felt at one point. but this time, i dont want it with "him", i want it with someone who i know id be better with...

[severed_vein]

ahh, mary....i love you. love is the most fucked up feeling and emotion on the face of the planet. everyone says hate is such a strong word, but they never say that about love. well, im always sure when i hate someone....always. and i've never been 100% sure that i've loved someone....EVER. and wanting the feeling of being loved and/or loving...i can't blame you, i want the exact same thing (its not just girls....or it might be and its just cause im bi, idk)...and you'll find the right guy in the most unlikely place when you least expect it...cause i know nothing else would feel right for u, ur just that kind of person, lol. but you'll feel love and you'll know it, and you'll be happy again. now i want soup and pecans...ill ttyl.