mike and i broke up. it was mutual and we both felt like we'd kick ourselves in the ass if we didn't take the time to be single now. we're still talking obviously, we're still living together til thursday when i move back home but... it's just so weird. i try not to think about it, but we're open to other people now and its the strangest feeling ( Read more... )

i always feel like i need to focus more on myself. stop worrying about everything outside of myself, just pay attention to me. do what i want. be what i feel. think and act and be a part of something. but instead i end up feeling like i'm running in circles, circles ( Read more... )

living in boston with michael for the summer. been here two days, love it already. we work together at a gym, he is my manager which makes work go by a lot faster. it's really hard to call him 'mike' though, and not 'babe ( Read more... )

i always thought it'd be best to immerse myself fully in school & work, to let myself get lost in the infinite pages, emails, contacts... but that's precisely what i've done- gotten lost ( Read more... )

if there are any heavens my mother will(all by herself)have ( Read more... )

lush ( Read more... )

i've been working as Ravi Shankar's editorial assistant since the start of the semester, also doing an independent study with him and two other poets on campus, and i joined The Helix staff (the literary magazine on campus), and i'm taking two literature classes and biology and geography and coaching gymnastics- i think we might make states. i do ( Read more... )

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