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The Art Of Seeing
Title: The Art Of Seeing Part 1
Author: fearsgottahold
Rating: R
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan
POV: Brendon's
Summary: Ryan is not normal. Brendon's isn't either, not really, but Ryan is a whole different level of abnormal.
Disclaimer: not true
Beta: ericasaur
Author Notes: This I have been working on since May basically, and I've still only written 11,000 words of it and its ( Read more... ) -
Letting Go and Holding On
Title: Letting Go and Holding On [s/a]
Author: fearsgottahold
Rating: R
Pairing: Brendon/Jon
POV: Jon's
Summary: Jon's in need of some help, but he doesn't want it. All Brendon wants is a friend.
Disclaimer: not true
Beta: ericasaur
Author Notes: So, I wrote this fic as part of a fanfiction competition that started in September, but I was the only one who submitted ( Read more... ) -
Fanfiction masterlist!
Here I shall put all the fanfiction I have ever written. I'll put it in age order, starting from the first thing I wrote to the most recent. Have fun!
Love Comes In At The Eye- Ryan/Spencer 4,000 words. A short story detailing the beginning of the band, from the perspective of someone who cannot see.
It's Better To Have Nothing- Ryan/Brendon 7,040 ( Read more... ) -
bonjour
Hello there. Somewhere along your way, you have found yourself stumbling upon this journal. It belongs to me, fearsgottahold, more commonly known as ellie. I post Panic! at the Disco slash, and I fangirl over them daily. If you wish to talk bandom, then I am more than happy to squeal with you!
All my fanfiction can be found here, enjoy ( Read more... ) -
It's Better To Have Nothing
Title: It's Better To Have Nothing [s/a]
Author: fearsgottahold
Rating: R
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Ryan's
Summary: Ryan doesn’t see him until Zack starts to pull over.
Disclaimer: not true
Beta: ericasaur
Author Notes: This is 7,040 words of pure angst. CONTAINS CHARACTER DEATH.
If you don't like that sort of thing, don't read it. If you do, read to your hearts content!
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socially awkward me.
so, today I had a job interview and I swear to god it was the most awkward thing I've done in a long time omfg. there were like, 18 of us, all under the age of 20, and basically we were left in this room for about fifteen minutes while everything was being sorted out. (I'm not even going to tell you where I applied for this job, its so horrifically ( Read more... ) -
Love Comes In At The Eye
Title: Love Comes In At The Eye (S/A)
Author: fearsgottahold
Rating: PG
Pairing: Ryan/Spencer
POV: Ryan's
Summary: Ryan's always been blind and he always will be.
Disclaimer: totally not true
Beta: ericasaur
Author Notes: Hi there! this standalone was supposed to be Ryden, and then it sort of wasn't. I hope you guys enjoy it!
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FINISHED.
hiya!
so, ive been working on this standalone for a while and i have finally managed to finish it! its only 4,000 words but fuckever, its taken me a while. so, once i have it betad by the wonderful ericasauri shall post it onto slashatthedisco! i have never posted on there before (partly because i havent had this account for very long) so this should be ( Read more... ) -
The Used, London 29/4/2012
so, last week exactly i saw the used for the first time, and i just wanted to like, put on here my feels beause im still suffering from PCD or whatever ( Read more... )