I NOT ONLY HAVE A BROKEN LEFT FOOT, BUT, LAST NIGHT, MY LFT KNEE DISLOCATED AGAIN NOW TOO. WHAT THE FUCK?!

I slowly come to the realization that I spend more time feeling sorry for myself for so many mind consuming reasongs, couting my mistakes and loses. I spend another portion of my time trying not to bry, because my life has turned out this way, and I always manage to screw up any relationship no matter what the level of the relationship was, and ( Read more... )

I'm fizzling out like a dying shooting star. I'm burning out like a unattended fire. I'm exhausted and worn out. I'm losing my fucking mind.

I will be coming back. I'm leaving for California on the 2nd of November. I will be writing everyday while I'm gone.

from  ( Read more... )

the act of growing up ( Read more... )

( You know it hasn't been done in awhile... )

No seriously. I really did.


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OH I'M SO SICK ( Read more... )

I AM 20 TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!

much to write about! will do so later! :O)

have you ever felt that there was so much in your head and no way to get it out ( Read more... )