( I don’t know. It’s one of the (many) things I’m afraid of.
But, what can I do? )

Poll Daft?

( I can’t tell anymore )

I had posted a 3 page rant on why I’m still freaked out (you know who ( Read more... )

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( My brother is Teddy, not me )

( Sequential flowering from the lateral? )

( Dance walrus, dance )

Another tough night.
She says we're making progress.
I don't even know what we're headed towards.
10 days left.
After that, I'm not married. I'm living with a woman who is "seeing other people".
I don't want that. But, it is no up to me.
If I express how much pain it causes me, I make things worse.
But, I can't not feel the pain.

Time is running out.
I feel totally helpless.
I'm told I'm loved, but that it is a huge sacrifice to be faithful to me at the same time.
I don't understand that.
I'm confused, sad and running out of hope.

( At least it gives me something to work with )