( Sequential flowering from the lateral? )

Another tough night.
She says we're making progress.
I don't even know what we're headed towards.
10 days left.
After that, I'm not married. I'm living with a woman who is "seeing other people".
I don't want that. But, it is no up to me.
If I express how much pain it causes me, I make things worse.
But, I can't not feel the pain.

Time is running out.
I feel totally helpless.
I'm told I'm loved, but that it is a huge sacrifice to be faithful to me at the same time.
I don't understand that.
I'm confused, sad and running out of hope.

So, the other day when I asked for suggestions of good things to do with my
wife in the time remaining in her hiatus from her lover, I was hoping to
get some.
( come on )

( rant, rant, rant )

I’m very worried about the end of the year when the hiatus between my wife ( Read more... )

There are good days and bad days.
Today was not a good one.
Hopefully things will be better.
36 days of safety. I’m told not to think of it that way.
But, I can’t get it out of my head.
I’m terrified of what will happen when her promise not to be in touch with him ends.