More mourning

[fayanora]

Last Wednesday, I was having a pretty good day, thought I'd been fine for the last week, emotionally. But on my way to the salon to get my hair dyed (mix of "pink" and my previous color), I needed to listen to some music that was calming, what I'd been listening to before hadn't been working, it was making me more anxious, not less

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[lucretiasheart]

oh my gosh!

I feel for you so hard. That's awful to go through, and then to burst out in public, silent tears or not. Gender rules are such shitty things. Girls can't be angry, boys can't be sad. And we all end up fucked in the head from it...

Lily deserved your tears, though. It was a sacrifice of dignity made from love. Your love was too powerful to keep inside.

<3

[fayanora]

*Nods* Thanks