I dreamed about Lily last night. We were laying down together on a queen sized mattress, just talking and being close. I don't recall about what, but at some points in the dream she was laughing, just exactly how she did in life. She also gave me a kiss. I got to be close to her again, to feel her again ( Read more... )

Talking about Lily recently to an old friend on FB, he asked about my sad little girl icon, because sad kids make him sad. I said this ( Read more... )

I changed my mind on buying a living lily plant. I find one spider plant quite enough to be going on with, and I don't want to risk the lily plant dying. So that's why I put the silk lily on my hat, and on the top of my wreath. Which is done now, BTW. Click here to view it!I went to FedEx/Kinko's and printed off a picture of Lily that I like. Of ( Read more... )

Saw this video about why people ghost others, and I made the following comment on it:

A friend of mine recently ghosted me by becoming a ghost. IE, she's dead. (Crying1 and laughing at the same time.)

Don't worry, Lily would have laughed at that joke. She loved horrible puns.1 = If it wasn't clear, that's sad crying ( Read more... )

It's been over a month since Lily died, and her account on Facebook hasn't been put in memorial mode yet. Grr ( Read more... )

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As I was being driven back home today by Cat and Victor (two friends I met via Lily), Molly spontaneously came to the front. But she wasn't feeling her usual cheerful self. She was quiet and had her hand to her mouth and was melancholy. The melancholy built up until halfway through the ride she started crying ( Read more... )

Last Wednesday, I was having a pretty good day, thought I'd been fine for the last week, emotionally. But on my way to the salon to get my hair dyed (mix of "pink" and my previous color), I needed to listen to some music that was calming, what I'd been listening to before hadn't been working, it was making me more anxious, not less ( Read more... )

It's kind of a cliche to say someone who has passed "touched a lot of lives," but it's especially true of Lily Elteto. Jesse has been going around Belmont and Hawthorne telling all the people she was friends with about her passing, and he's probably only halfway done after 5 days, there's so many people who loved her. And that's not even counting ( Read more... )

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