this livejournal is just done because too many people read it, and i'd rather not make the entries private, so i'm going to move on to another one. talk to me if you want the new name, my sn is "oder etwas". merry christmas everyone!

it's kind of awkward how i have to turn off any slow song my friends play because listening to that stuff just reminds me that some day i am probably going to kill myself

for some reason i guess boredom today i went to this person's livejournal i used to be friends with and it's weird because she grew up. also i got this big wave of self-disgust because for some retarded reason after she stopped talking to me i sent her this really pathetic letter (yes, snail mail style, even more embarrassing) detailing why she ( Read more... )

finally getting over this horrible plaguing cold. still coughing every 2 seconds and blowing my nose every ten. i go through a box of kleenex a day ( Read more... )

man 5 hours of sleep in the past two days NO THANK YOU

i made 30 dollars from the internet, thank you internet, thank you 30 dollars

ugh, deathly hung over, ugh, just took an unmarked pill, thinking about moving to england instead of new york, ugh

am a bigger fan of dogs when drunk

i really really officially hate my life

today and yesterday i didn't go outside until it was dark, people need to stop doing heroin, and the law and order theme is my new ringtone.

happy thanksgiving ( Read more... )