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New Year
Posi-Mandy for the new year
bad people eraased from phone and myspace.

Start fresh forgive and forget try to erase the regret and move forward

try to learn from past mistakes

think about me and me first

try not to act out of impulsivity and lonliness

welcome good people from the past and keep the rest in the past.

I am so broken.

Ben might be blind forever. This sucks.

I am so happy to have someone in my life I don't constantly doubt and yet I still push him away every chance I get. We are in a rough spot right now but I can't wait for August and warm air and vacation and 10 days away from this place and all the emotions trapped in these walls.

My friend Colby passed away this week. Her boyfriend beat her to death. She was 22.

I had never seen anyone get escorted out of a funeral by cops before.

dude I just started dating is moving in with me. Things are going by so fast I hope shit works out okay.

I got flowers sent to me at work today. I've never had flowers sent to me before.

"I can't stop thinking about you. Please let me take you out this weekend."

Ugh. He's hot, and ripped, and responsible and I....

am not looking to date anytime soon.

Flowers are nice though.

In the morning I awoke in a warm comfy bed. I rolled over and spooned for a bit before waking up. "Get dressed we're going out." After a nice breakfast of cold pizza we embarked on our journey. About 30 minutes later or so we arrived to the North End. We walked along the beautiful cobblestone streets, people watching and talking most ( Read more... )

nothings really going too good for me right now. At least I have my health.