the thought of going out into the real world scares me a lot. that, combined with my inability to behave like a normal human being, does not bode well. right? how does one behave like a normal human being around loved ones, friends or otherwise? if we had to, we wouldn't need friends, lovers, family and the like, would we?

unless of course, said ( Read more... )

 being away for two weeks obviously doesn't change things much. 
reading the shit that people write keeps me feeling really close to home. 
heh, apparently no matter how far you travel
the people back home don't change much
i've no idea why i'm so surprised to check out their blogs
and see them writing the same shit in the same bad english
pretending to ( Read more... )

i wish that, instead of working, i could grab someone and head to the beach for a tan and a pizza or something.
especially since the insomnia's really getting out of hand. like, i can't fall asleep till like 8/9am?
i don't think its really to do with my body, but more the fact that my mind doesn't want to stop thinking?

am vaguely dissatisfied with ( Read more... )

Every day you purchase something new is supposed to be a happy day.

after much consideration, i got myself this today:

( Read more... )

Fucking annoying.

i'll blog after exams. promise.
and then maybe i'll have photos.
probably not though.

plans have been mapped out:
my last paper's on thursday, so friday, i've to work.
and friday after work, timbre?
apparently joan (cousin, joan) is playing.
i dunno, seetha knows better, haha.
but good food beckons, so i'll probably go after work.

and saturday and ( Read more... )

i am, to say the least, amused.
sheepy says: " can you please stop being childish like that?" people will laugh at you.
but personally, i don't give a shit.

but the amused part and the childish part aren't really related.
they are, actually, but not really.
i saw something today, and i thought i should print screen it and laugh at it for a while.
i ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Strange things happen to me. always.
today, i went to mustafa in the afternoon/ early evening, and i swear i almost broke down and cried after like ten minutes inside.
so much for going there on a sunday.
i doubt i'll be paying a visit to their lovely subcontinent any time soon.
Plans for bangkok are in the making though.

i think i just wanna go ( Read more... )

ok its hard to blog and upload photos to photobucket at the same time. especially when there're 580 photos to sift through. oh great, and i just realised i missed out two.

back from melbourne and life is falling apart as usual. hence the need to constantly spend money on little rewards to keep myself sane. not make myself happy ok, just to keep ( Read more... )