i spent last night at static lullaby and reggie and the full effect, wich by the way, was a bad ass show. i got home and called chrystie. i usualy like talking to her a lot, but not last night. i called her and broke off b/c i had been standing up for like 3 or 4 hours straight and i wanted to go to bed. but i coulden't sleep, so i called her back ( Read more... )

the one thing i hate is when a awsome girl is standing right in front of me, and i know she's cool, and i knonw that i woulden't get like totally blown off if i tryied to talk to her and shit. but i do nothing, and let her walk away.

theres many things about myself that i really don't like, but the one thing in particular that i've noticed that brings me down, is this. i never can get myself to call anyone, or meet someone b/c of one stupid piece of logic i cna't get out of my head. it's that if your talking to someone, or go up to meet someone and are haveing a conversation ( Read more... )

u know what i don't get? when people are happy. i don't know, it just might be me, but it doesen't matter what the hell happends to me, theres allways something there that sucks, and taht gets me down. something could happen to me that would make anyone else the happiest person in the world, and when it happends to me, all i can think about is how ( Read more... )

did u ever notice how high school is allot like prison? first of all, u get all the love you don't want, and you don't get any of the love you do want. and second of all, if your out of shape like me, you get rewarded for torchering yourself.i found out both of those things today, when i realized i'm never gonna get a chance with the hottest girl ( Read more... )