[private-Romanian]feels_no_loveSeptember 28 2011, 10:44:44 UTC
[a soft sigh]
You act as if I deliberately tried to undermine you, when really it was the opposite. I took her under wing to try to help her, and you by extension. I had no intentions toward her outside that.
I thought it was all a simple matter of ending up attracted to each other and falling into bed once. And we were already talking about whether it might be a bad idea to continue. Or at least, I was.
How was I to know that she had this agenda under it all, or that the woman is so broken by this...fiance...that she intended to depend on me in precisely the same way? I just found out all of this a few hours ago! To Hell with it--we only lost control with each other yesterdayI have no desire to get between you and her or cause trouble. There is no reason for ultimatums, especially after the bizarre things she's said today. I will withdraw
( ... )
It is not that you bed another, so much as that you knew who the other was. One time, one hundred times - quantity is not what I take issue with.
If you wish it to continue, then say so. I appeal only to know how I must act as her teacher. Preening yourself with talk of loneliness is an insult when you refused my gesture to relieve you of it!
Bed whoever you desire. It did not stop you from wishing to take Anna as Verona's replacement and it should not stop you here.
What I ask is to know where my student stands. Please do not mistake this for pettiness.
[Private/Romanian]feels_no_loveSeptember 28 2011, 22:53:01 UTC
No, by all means, continue you teaching. Had I known she was using me, manipulating me and taking advantage of my loneliness I would never have touched her.
And stop claiming that you're not being petty. You might also have her interests in mind, but you're also doing everything you can to take a piece out of me. Rubbing Anna in my face for the millionth time. Pretending that you offered to relieve my loneliness when all you really did was ask me how much I value you. Acting like I am somehow duplicitous and disrespectful for slipping up once when I have done all this shit attempt at "redemption" just to try and get you back and be able to keep you this time. All for you. But what do you care?
Pre-filtered on the post! :)fanged_aleeraSeptember 29 2011, 01:04:24 UTC
Then you are of the belief that, had she been innocent, it would not matter... This is not what I have said. There should have been no involved, regardless of her scheming.
You are being childish now and seeking to find in my words an infliction of pain, where there is none. When last I offered my affections, you resisted. I have no interest in hurting you. I have no need to hurt you. And if I did, you already hurt yourself.
Not all who disagree are at war with you, Vladislaus.
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You act as if I deliberately tried to undermine you, when really it was the opposite. I took her under wing to try to help her, and you by extension. I had no intentions toward her outside that.
I thought it was all a simple matter of ending up attracted to each other and falling into bed once. And we were already talking about whether it might be a bad idea to continue. Or at least, I was.
How was I to know that she had this agenda under it all, or that the woman is so broken by this...fiance...that she intended to depend on me in precisely the same way? I just found out all of this a few hours ago! To Hell with it--we only lost control with each other yesterdayI have no desire to get between you and her or cause trouble. There is no reason for ultimatums, especially after the bizarre things she's said today. I will withdraw ( ... )
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It is not that you bed another, so much as that you knew who the other was. One time, one hundred times - quantity is not what I take issue with.
If you wish it to continue, then say so. I appeal only to know how I must act as her teacher. Preening yourself with talk of loneliness is an insult when you refused my gesture to relieve you of it!
Bed whoever you desire. It did not stop you from wishing to take Anna as Verona's replacement and it should not stop you here.
What I ask is to know where my student stands. Please do not mistake this for pettiness.
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And stop claiming that you're not being petty. You might also have her interests in mind, but you're also doing everything you can to take a piece out of me. Rubbing Anna in my face for the millionth time. Pretending that you offered to relieve my loneliness when all you really did was ask me how much I value you. Acting like I am somehow duplicitous and disrespectful for slipping up once when I have done all this shit attempt at "redemption" just to try and get you back and be able to keep you this time. All for you. But what do you care?
None of this is worth it.
I'm going hunting.
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You are being childish now and seeking to find in my words an infliction of pain, where there is none. When last I offered my affections, you resisted. I have no interest in hurting you. I have no need to hurt you. And if I did, you already hurt yourself.
Not all who disagree are at war with you, Vladislaus.
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