let's say that whole thing lasted about a week. and then got fucked up again ( Read more... )

my throat is swollen.

i think i'm sick.

fuckkkkkkkkkkk.

lovelovelove.

oh and i exist again in my host family. hoorah.

i wonder how long it'll last.

and hooray. it's almost February.

i am the worst foreign exchange student ever.

my host mom is mad at me again.

it's so lame.

i must admit...today was a good day ( Read more... )

this is the worst break ever.

instead of most people trying to "comfort" me by telling me when i get back everything will be normal, if there ever was such a thing, just face the truth.

i already have.

things change.
shit happens.
it's life.

splendid, isn't it?

trickery.
defines.
time.
I am an instrument-
of future.
By the effects-
of past.
Forgotten-
in the present.-01/04

it's been snowing since yesterday.

instead of feeling like the happiest girl in the world, like yesterday, now i feel like something is missing.

i still have 6 months.

i make things too difficult.

i definitely just got the feeling of uncertainty pinned on me. my body is reacting with me becoming nauseous ( Read more... )

so yeah. i just had to do a class interview thing for my host sister's 8th grade class ( Read more... )

sitting in school. bored. like always ( Read more... )