Would you listen to me .. will you be there to hear me out?

[fallingstar009]

I’m bored!
I’m just soo freaking bored + tired and just about to get into this ‘depressed’ state when my sis brought up something that got my temper to hit the freaking ceiling.

Comments

[awehla]

Why are you too scared to phone Jan and Chris? Did you have an argument or are you shy about phoning people? Why don't you email or text them instead?

I'm sad you don't have any friends in Kuwait who you can trust. More the reason you should leave the country I guess.

Lisa
x

[fallingstar009]

You havent read the entry dated 16th January ...

[awehla]

Just read it and I understand why you are scared to call Chris. He took advantage when you were drunk but if he was drunk too and it was only kissing and touching it's not soo bad, is he dating Jan then or are they married or something? Is Chris the one who's your ex? Did you like him kissing you or did you push him away because you didn't like it? I guess the best thing is to just forget it and put it down to being drunk. And maybe don't get so drunk in the future. Stuff like this happens all the time when people drink and most of the time it's harmless and you put it down to experience.

Lisa
x

[fallingstar009]

He's married to Jan and they have 2 kids (and he isnt my ex). I dont remember kissing back .. I do remember pushing him away the last time he was in my room though.
What I said to Aline (_shadowonthesun -- Now he's suddenly the bad guy :-(
I've always thought of DC as a really great guy - I would always tell my si that if I ever get married I'd want the person to be just like Chris.
Chris is just a good friend to me as Jan is - that night was ... a drunken mistake

[smarties_2087]

oh baby i am so sorry how everythign is for you

I haven't talkd to you in forever either.

I feel like I have such horrible conditions when you are hurting so much worse than I am! I feel so selfish! I love you Sameera!!!!

[fallingstar009]

Hi Tina! Lol how do you know my full 1st name? lol

Its ok really :) I understand you're busy x

Tc and speak soon xx

[_shadowonthesun]

I still don't get why the f your visa to canada didn't work... It's so friggin stupid to hope for your dreams come true & at the same time counting on a visa to see wether they're comng true or not... Life is a bitch.

*cuddles you with a blanket & gives a huuuuuge kiss on the cheek*

Are they paying you better in this new work?
Love ya sweeeeetieee

[fallingstar009]

Apparently there was no proof of return .. although I dont think that was it.
Thank you hun :)

Yes I am getting better than my previous job .. and I am getting to save up so much more now but money keeps going for one thing or another :-/ + my dad on one side.

[anzelak]

I want to do something really fun .. or crazy .. or anything as long as I am having fun

Borrow a video camera, buy a kipper. And make a 5-minute short on the life of the kipper. Upload the Kipper's Story onto newgrounds.

Now, if that isn't fun, I don't know what is.

x

[fallingstar009]

You've got to be kidding!!

[anzelak]

Heh. If only I was, eh? Then maybe they wouldn't have locked me up :o)

If you want copies of The Kippers Tale 1, 2 & 3. And the prequel to the serise entitled "Kipper: Before The Wedding" then contact me.

By the way, on what grounds was your visa refused?

[fallingstar009]

Lol I really thought you were!!

I was about to say that I havent heard of those cartoons then a thought popped into mind .. maybe this person made 'documentaries' on kippers?! Is it?? :-/

They told me that there was no proof of my return to Kuwait and that was why my visa was rejected.