Your Cute Monster Says Your Inner Demon is Sorrow
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Shania Twain used to be my ultimate fantasy girl until a few years ago when I realized that Shakira is the hottest woman in the entire world. I still think Shania is a goddess and I remember the fond times of when me and my Canadian friend Fortey from bolt.com used to look for those fake naked celebrity porn pics of her. Of course we also had an ( Read more... )

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My prison penpal sent me a "thinking of you" card. Normally he makes me cards but he actually bought one for me, pressed a flower he found in the yard and just made me feel better in general. I am doing alright. Still some of the same issues but I feel stronger when I have my normal routine of work, sleep, workout, cook yummy stuff, work. It does ( Read more... )

Ignore my last crazy entry. All a misunderstanding and everything is normal again

Last night my husband was violently ill (again) because of the liquid medicine. Today I was on the treadmill, just finished my warm up and I had to run to a community bathroom where I puked my guts up again and again. I feel clammy and horrible and so damn hungry. Not sure if I can keep this juice down or not. I have four hours until work so I need ( Read more... )

I've lost 32 pounds. Go me! Plus my husband knew my weight by looking at me though I did not believe him. Now he is gloating. What a great day so far.

I made salt free, healthy jambalaya in the rice cooker and boy was it delicious. I am obsessed with the rice cooker now. All non processed foods as well. The shrimp turned out amazing even though I cooked them from frozen ( Read more... )

Based on how my husband was just a few minutes ago, I think there is a 80 % chance he will have a seizure in the next 24 hours. I hope I am wrong. Though based on the last one, there is a good chance he can get to the couch before he loses control so he will not hurt himself. Not sure how he did that last time ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. Husband is no longer violently ill and can actually walk now. His important doctor appointment is Monday. We are cool again. I know in my head that when my mood cycles down it makes me imagine bad things which makes me hate everyone and everything. Now that I am stable, I realize that my issues the last couple days are ( Read more... )