I Hate 85% Of You.

Oh and I Love Adam. Thanx much.

Yeah well it's been a rough weekend. Really, extremly, horiibly bad. Friday wasn't too bad. Considering I don't even remember what I did. I know I did something cause Friday was 1 month for me and Adam. Yeah can you believe that ... Kailyn has a relationship thats lasted over 2 weeks - woah buddy - that's different. Kailyn fucking ((loves)) Adam so ( Read more... )

Yeah so fucking court ... THEY FUCKING FORBID ME TO GO TO LEX'S HOUSE! I want to fucking kill everything right now. Her house was the only place I had that actually felt like home. PLUS they put me back in DSS Custody. I came this close ( ) to getting taken away. I think being forbidden to go to Lex's house is worse than being taken away. I can't ( Read more... )

Yeah well anywho ... I havn't updated this shit in a really long time. I said some messed up shit to Rochelle in the past - but now all of that is done and I'm glad. A couple days ago I was a fucking wreck ... and she was one of the first people there for me. ((Thanx Rochelle)) The very first person by my side though was Lex. She's seriously like ( Read more... )

Yeah so I just got back from Straight Shooters. I was with Adam <3 and his friends from work. They're all fucking awsome. Angie and Rob are definetly wicked funny. I had the greatest time hanging out with all of them. I love being around Adam. He's so great. Tonight was the best night I've had in a really, really long time. Today just all around ( Read more... )

Yeah so I'm like ... wicked happy. I'm finally with Adam. I've liked him for 2 years about ... since German class. Yeah so I'm like woah - happy. I can't see him today though cause I have to sleep at Gram's house. I'm gonna miss him. *tear* He's like so great. I Love being around him and hanging out with him. I can just talk to him about everything ( Read more... )

Yeah well ... party, party, party. Yeah Friday was Nikky's party. Kick ass man. It was so much fun. All of us hung out at straight shooters. Pretty fun. It was so great. Than yesterday was Lee's party. Also pretty fun. We played in the moon bounce thing and we went swimming and all that. Great, great, great. Yeah well anywho ... all this party ( Read more... )

Yeah so um ... well ... lets see. I havn't written in this thing in a very long time. Life sucks as always what more do you expect? But yeah ... so ... this really does suck. I got a job now and all that. I like working but I no longer like my job. Well ... I had to make my boss breafast when I got to work ... that was pretty funny. Well yeah ... ( Read more... )

Yeah well ... today ... fucking awsome! I'm so Fucking happy! I'm all better now. Fathers Day week really is fucking horrible for me ... and I just realized that it's over and it's weird cause my day has been better since ... I talked to someone. I'm so fucking ... HAPPY!!! Omg. I'm so bi-polar! I'm in sooo much trouble though ... I came home at 11 ( Read more... )

Yeah well ... hmm ... what to say. I'm so fucking blah right now. I feel like dying. People try to help me but only make me worse. I feel like shit. I went to the mall cause someone asked me to go ... so I went. Person didn't even talk to me. I got a ride home with one of my boys. My mom told me that our house literally almost went up in flames. ( Read more... )