so im suppose to go on this date with this guy. i buy a new outfit and decide where we are going and by proper drink-before-date beverages only to completely get stressed out and cancel two days in a row. i seriously can not handle getting ready for a social event in less than 2 hours. i feel panicked and nauseous and out of breath ( Read more... )

i cant even remember the last time i had fun

real, laugh so hard at nothing, dont get dressed up to have ... fun

i can remember times of pleasure and excitement and awe ... but there is always an agenda, a schuedule

suggestions on curing my current ailment are welcome

So my dad called me at 9AM this morning to tell me that there is now a man-made pot that grows brain cells ... a "super pot" he called it.

i think i'm going to lake worth this weekend but ... i broke my old phone in half and the new one has no numbers. my number is the same so you should call me so we can hang out.

dont you get sick of making the best out of something ( Read more... )

CRUISE ( Read more... )

slow down everyone
your moving too fast

i haven't really left my bed in two days
for no particular reason at all

my roommates are scared of me. i, unlike them, am not a calm person by nature. i am not "chill ( Read more... )

shaky-leg just walked up to the boy sitting next to me in the library to talk about fake football teams they are playing for ... on the internet.

<3 Jerriann

do you know when you are in the middle of a phone call, lj post, im, conversation, social gathering ... and you can feel your heart screaming words that your mind refuses to let your mouth speak. thats how i feel. a lot.