I almost never feel this way, but today I felt like I met someone that was completely out of my league. It's a very unsettling feeling, and sometimes your not quite sure how to deal with it.

I wonder at times, of the purpose of my life? Is there a point to an endless suffering? I worry a lot at times, of what I've become, and what I could've been if I had not been sidetracked for so long ( Read more... )

Why must it take death for some to cherish the life they have? Why must death take away the kind hearted? Why must death take away the innocent, the young? Death touches all, as we realize that our loved ones draw near, our heart burns with compassion, and sympathy. We mourn our loss. I am sad, and I barely know why. I can't reason with my ( Read more... )

I don't know what I feel theese days, my life is a flaming ball of confusion. Friends which I thought that were best of company to be kept turned out to be shallow and refused to be there for me when the time came. While some friends backed off some friends stepped up and made my day truly the day it was meant to be. This day would be a day full ( Read more... )

motion city soundtrack, bloc party

Another year where I contemplate what I have in my life to be thankful for and I will tell you all if I do manage to succeed if I mange to think of something ( Read more... )

Today was great I guess, I played a game with my friends online early this morning, then I hung out with lotta, then me and pat drove all the way down to walpole to pick up our friend nicole drove all teh way back to quincy to watch the movie Brothers grimm (cuase it wasnt playing anymore anywhere else) and then drove all the way back and drove all ( Read more... )

Damnit, My head is spinning and just shit keeps on happening. Make all the people just disappear especially the ones that bug me out the most by mistreating me and doing things to hurt my freakign feelings. Fuck off. That is all. Now head ache go away, and people be gone! whoosh!

Is hope worth believing in? Is life worth believing in? Am I worth believing in?

LOL Im actually dedicating time to do hw. This is a huge change. Evil classes!