dont worry. i am alive, and still has dramatic as ever ( Read more... )

help.

i have found the most perfect halloween costume....this year i shall be a pibbit.

what is a pibbit you ask? why, i shall tell you. its a cross between a pig and a rabbit!

perfection. and it only took me this long to discover it!

yup ( Read more... )

i should be writing in my diary, but i feel like vegging out on the internet.  sometimes i feel so superior because i dont watch television, and at those times i find it convenient to forget how much time i spend plucking away at this black machine ( Read more... )

on some planets you can be a perfect girlfriend, but if you dont cook, you aint worth shit.

help me. hold me. help me. hold me.

i am home.  yes, here feels like home.  more like someone's certain arms feel like home.

bali was enjoyable, i got alot of ocean swimming and boogie boarding in.  though, it all wasnt as i had expected.  but thats alright.  i feel a little more world traveled and that is what counts.

am almost all the way packed for Bali.  the only thing that i am desciding on is wiether or not i should get my favorite jeans into shorts to wear on the journey.  humm.

and i am feeling more alone then i have ever before, and i know its my own damn fault. give me. horsebackriding on summer dusks, and billie holiday.

get me back home.

but what is home? i dont know.

you know. it took me a while. but if i am what i am, then i dont have to say it. and i wont from now on. unless it is "i am sorry"

its kinda silly here how you can become a commidity, or a cool point or a freak show attraction. its socially exotic to have friends that are not japanese. sometimes i feel like one is only worth a name in a cell phone address book ( Read more... )