if only one day he would walk down to buy me flowers

[faithiepants]

and i am feeling more alone then i have ever before, and i know its my own damn fault. give me. horsebackriding on summer dusks, and billie holiday.

get me back home.

but what is home? i dont know.

you know. it took me a while. but if i am what i am, then i dont have to say it. and i wont from now on. unless it is "i am sorry"