Welcome to the summer of depravity

May 23, 2005 01:23

This is me being fucked up. In part because I'm not being FUCKED. ;) And yes, all the nice words for that act go out the window after countless numbers of beers, a tiny bit of hard liquour, and "The Day After Tomorrow ( Read more... )

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liminalliz May 23 2005, 11:47:32 UTC
*connects VERY much to this... only All the Time, lol*

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nightcomplete May 23 2005, 12:32:46 UTC
WHOA, woman, WHOA, you're starting to sound like me. Last night I watched "Audition" even though I decidedly dislike horror movies, just because I was bored and ALONE and had way...way too much...energy. *CLAWS WALLS* *WALLOWS IN SELF PITY*

... you can always read some good ol' Sarah Waters. Big words, big woes, skirts, very elaborate undressing process. ;)

When does your Latin start? That's bound to be lots and ots of fun.

As for "The Day After Tomorrow" - my best friend and I purposely got RATHER drunk one afternoon and went to see it in the cinema. It was hilarious! It's like ECO-SPEED! EVERYTHING IS SO FAST!!!! ICE ICE BABY! *drunken hickups*

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vientoeste May 23 2005, 16:18:13 UTC
Aw, hon. *HUGS*

Doing stuff alone is good...up to a point. But you've got to get out with some other people to just laugh and hang out. Even if those people aren't great friends, at least find people you like well enough to do stuff with and go play soccer or...organize a DDR tournament in your apartment! I bet you'd kick ass. But you've got to get out there and be with people. I really think that's important to survival when you can't be with the one person you really want to be with.

And, you know, it's certainly possible that you could call me and say, "Come over. Now." and I would (with a two hour time delay, that is). Really.

Much love,
Britt

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wholesomelymid May 24 2005, 02:02:00 UTC
*hugs*

That really sucks, I'm sorry. Being with someone you love like that feels so right and natural, and then being able to survive being away from them sometimes takes serious conscious effort. That doesn't seem right, does it? So it goes, right?

The key is being distracted, I suppose. Distraction of any sort is good. Studying, writing, reading, DDRing, chatting, partying, biking, walking, cooking, hanging out with friends, writing Lisa letters. Anything is better than finding yourself (or delibrately putting yourself in) those dark moments of lacking.

Avoiding the problem sounds terrible, but it might just be the only thing you can do in this case. I'm sorry, dude. Que la Force soit avec toi.

As always, let me know if you need anything.
-E

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yesisaworld May 25 2005, 02:43:09 UTC
:: glomps ::

It gets better. Or it doesn't. Either way, is there anything that anyone can do really other than sludge through it?

:: glomps ::

Think of happy things. Sometimes that helps.

:: glomps ::

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